I Have Bipolar Disorder ~~Poetry~~

  I Have Bipolar Disorder ~~Poetry~~ ~ I’m sick of hiding, so I speak in poetry~   Hello, my poetry friends!  Hello, to you, and I hope you are doing well! Thanks for visiting my poetry blog-  I really appreciate you taking the time out of your day to share a moment with me. :)   Poetry has become such a part of me that I go back to it even if I don't want to. Poetry...

All I Need is a Mental Echo ~I can smell it a mile away inside my brain~ Poetry~

Greetings, current and future poetry lovers! Hello to you, and I hope you are well! Right now, I have a headache, but other than that, I'm doing pretty OK, for which I am grateful. I'm always in the mood for some poetry though!  :) Today's poem is more of a ramble. The cool thing about poetry is that there are many forms and even more people daring to expand the art.It depends on the person...

Dealing With Dissociation and Derealization

Photo by Estée Janssens on Unsplash   Greetings!   Hello, to you, and I hope you're doing well! I am sitting in complete shock right now and a little embarrassed. Since I am not yet the greatest at navigating my entire website, I tend to overlook things. I also took such a long break that I haven't gotten caught up. The shocking thing to me is that I have a bunch of comments. In my...

Essential Oils to the Rescue!

  Photo by HempCrew on Unsplash     It started yesterday as a sluggish feeling, but today it feels more like full-blown exhaustion. It's so strange how things go in cycles. I wish I could crawl inside of my brain and see what makes the cycles go into the next, and twist them around into how I want them to be.     Photo by Josh Riemer on Unsplash     Just as I...

Do You Suffer From Anxiety and Fear?

I know that I sure do! Photo by Alexandra Gorn on Unsplash Background Anxiety is something that has plagued me since the recollection of my cognitive existence.  Fear made itself a comfy home inside of my brain and body. I lived with the “what ifs” on a daily basis. I like to compare my mindset at the time with Charlie Brown. He was afraid of everything and so was I.I wish I could say...

That Girl

That Girl a poem about mania  Photo by Steve Johnson on Unsplash remember that day when you opened up the closet and found yourself choosing brightly colored clothing and you put on that hat that made you  look like a country girl   soon you called up a cab and took a ride without paying then you went on parading your clothes in front of  glass doors   what a silly...

No Control

    ~A poem about not having control over the uncontrollable~       No Control   I told the night to leave me, and asked the day to perish as well,  yet seasons and times never listen.   Time still moves no matter how much I plead.   So many days, I begged for tomorrow not to greet me, and begged again for winter not to arrive, even tried to will the...

My Silent Prayer

Happy Wednesday!!!   Hello, hello, hello, and happy Wednesday! I hope that you are having a great week and are staying safe out there. My week seems to be gradually declining, and today hit me like a stop sign in the face as I attempted to get out of bed this morning. I finally made it, but later than planned. Luckily I could afford to stay in bed a little longer this morning, but that will...

Help Me

Happy Tuesday!   Hello, hello, hello, and happy Tuesday! I hope you had a wonderful holiday, and that you were able to enjoy some quality time with family and/or friends.   I spent most of the weekend out in nature, which was really amazing! I saw places I have never seen before, filled with beautiful forests, mountains and awesome beaches. It truly brought peace to my soul to be...

Do You Remember?

Happy Tuesday! Hello, hello, hello, and cheers to another day! Even though I begin with cheerful greetings, it doesn’t mean I am always excited for another day. Though I feel grateful and thankful right now, I tend to sink into darkness quite often, and so I need to keep myself in check so I don’t dip too low. Dipping too low into depression can be very dangerous, as you probably already...