No Control

    ~A poem about not having control over the uncontrollable~       No Control   I told the night to leave me, and asked the day to perish as well,  yet seasons and times never listen.   Time still moves no matter how much I plead.   So many days, I begged for tomorrow not to greet me, and begged again for winter not to arrive, even tried to will the...

My Silent Prayer

Happy Wednesday!!!   Hello, hello, hello, and happy Wednesday! I hope that you are having a great week and are staying safe out there. My week seems to be gradually declining, and today hit me like a stop sign in the face as I attempted to get out of bed this morning. I finally made it, but later than planned. Luckily I could afford to stay in bed a little longer this morning, but that will...

Depression

  Happy Friday!   Hello, hello, hello, and happy Friday! I hope you are well and are ready for a great weekend! More places are opening up so hopefully, you are able to go out and do something with the ones you love. :)   Today's Poem   Today's Poem is about depression. Depression is something I am all too familiar with. I guess you could call me an expert! I hate it that I...

I Felt You Here With Me

  Happy Wednesday!!!     Hello, hello, hello, and happy Wednesday! It's one of my favorite days of the week because of course, it's garbage day over here. Today is also my orientation for my new job, so that will be interesting. Because of the virus, it will be through a Zoom meeting, so I won't even have to leave the house. What a strange time we are living in!     I am...

When Hell Cried Out

    Happy Saturday!!!     Hello, hello, hello, and Happy Saturday! I usually don't post anything on Saturday's but thought, why not? When an inspiration arises, why not embrace it, right?   I hope you are well and are energized for this weekend!  Wherever you are, I hope you have what you need.  I have heard from several people, especially people in Africa that...

Acceptance

Happy Friday!!!   Hello, hello, hello, and happy Friday! Friday is finally here and it's hard to believe because this week really flew by. I hope you enjoy your holiday weekend and find something to do without having to worry about too much social distancing. I wonder when all of this chaos will end??!!    Today's Poem   Today's poem is about closure and acceptance. It's...

Do You Remember?

Happy Tuesday! Hello, hello, hello, and cheers to another day! Even though I begin with cheerful greetings, it doesn’t mean I am always excited for another day. Though I feel grateful and thankful right now, I tend to sink into darkness quite often, and so I need to keep myself in check so I don’t dip too low. Dipping too low into depression can be very dangerous, as you probably already...

Severe Agitation

    Happy Monday!   Hello, hello, hello, and happy Monday! Hopefully, no one has a case of the Monday's because that's no fun at all. Personally, I had a case of the weekend blues, but am hoping they don't follow me into the week. Sometimes it's hard for me to snap out of a mood; probably the Bipolar haunting me, but still, I can try to rise above it. It helps to know that I am not...

Psych Ward Socks Are All I See

Happy Friday!!! Hello, hello, hello, and happy Friday! Friday is finally here and soon the weekend will greet us with a smile! I hope that you are all doing well during this crazy day and age of lockdowns, masks, and mass- panic. It's unreal to think that before we know it we'll be headed into the summer season. Hopefully, things will calm down soon. I'm really excited to be able to get out in...

What Will I Choose?

Happy Thursday!  Hello, hello, hello, and happy Thursday! I hope you are all doing well! :)  Friday is just one more day away and I am excited to see my kids. I really hope that the weather will get a little warmer so we can hang out at the river. My son loves to search around the river with his metal detector, but it's been cold and rainy the past few days.  Today's Poem Today's...