An Old Journal Entry

      Today I don’t know how I’m feeling. One moment I feel great and all things seem to make sense. The next, I have this inner rage that can’t be satisfied, so I hide it behind smiles and laughter I truly do not feel. I try to be true to myself, but sometimes I don’t know who this person is- breathing inside of me and telling me that everything will work out in the end....

Absent Self

    Absent Self   Thoughts racing out of control You want to know the problem I don’t want to hurt you I don’t want to cry I don’t want you to cry   Sometimes I want to leave Run away from here But what if it is a mistake for me And what if it is too late for me And what if it is you  That I really need   What if I lose you forever How would I feel Do I really...