April, 2020 | Charma's Quest

Gratitude Reborn

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 30, 2020 0 Comments

Another Day to be Grateful For! :) Hello, hello, hello again, and happy Thursday to you! Today I am grateful for life and all of the little things we enjoy. Things like hearing the birds singing this morning even before the sun came up. Also, I am grateful for the hot water I had as I ran my bath- so many people in the world do not have this luxury. I have been guilty many times of...

I Tried

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 29, 2020 0 Comments

Hello, hello, hello! Happy Wednesday to you! :) Today is a good day- I can just feel it! Well, today is garbage day here and that is always a good day when the garbage is already overflowing and I get a little excited to be able to have an empty garbage can to refill with brand new garbage. You know, it's the little things in life that make life grand. The fact that today is garbage...

Entities

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 28, 2020 0 Comments

Hello, hello, hello again my friends! Happy Tuesday to you! I hope you have a wonderful day wherever you are in the world and that you live it to the fullest. I also hope that you stay safe during this time of isolation and craziness of this Covid-19 virus. It's an unprecedented time we are living in and we need to all be praying for this to end! I feel so bad for the people who are affected, and...

In the Shadows

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 27, 2020 0 Comments

Hello, hello, hello again! Well, I hope you are feeling better than I am today! I woke up feeling fine, but then a tummy ache hit me with full force, so now I am drinking some peppermint tea. I start a new job today so I hope the tea helps! I should have known better than to eat that onion last night...Lol :) Anyway, this poem talks about depression and the tendency we have to get stuck in...

Impending Doom

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 26, 2020 2 Comments

Hello, Hello, Hello! Here we go with another day, and I am feeling grateful- hopefully you are as well! The title of this poem is "Impending doom"; something I am all too familiar with. Hopefully those days are mostly in the past. Since I have a severe anxiety disorder among other concerns, a sense of impending doom arises from most things I have to encounter- it can be quite...

Not Again~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 25, 2020 0 Comments

~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Not Again All of that stress For nothing All of that worry The fear The dread Seeing myself in that hospital bed Trapped once again-I don’t want it Feeling anger Heart-wrenching anger Even though previously That emotion had been So foreign The chest pain The tears that wanted to fall And I stopped them Which brought its own kind of...

Human Irritate Me

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 24, 2020 0 Comments

Hello, Hello, Hello! Welcome to a brand new day! I hope all is going well during this isolation period and that you are enjoying your family. Today I spent time out in the garden which was nice until I disrupted some ants and realized I was sitting in an ants nest. Of course, all I could do was scream for my Husband, "AHHHHHHHHHH!!!" until came to my rescue! It took me a while to stop doing the...

Realization

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 23, 2020 1 Comment

Hello! Hello, hello, hello to you! Another day of poetry. I wonder if you like poetry? Obviously I do, but it's not everyone's cup of tea. Even if you don't like poetry, I appreciate you being here. I have been writing poetry ever since childhood. I decided I had to start writing in code because people were snooping in my diary; I couldn't have that! It was a blessing in disguise...

An Old Journal Entry

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 22, 2020 0 Comments

Today I don’t know how I’m feeling. One moment I feel great and all things seem to make sense. The next, I have this inner rage that can’t be satisfied, so I hide it behind smiles and laughter I truly do not feel. I try to be true to myself, but sometimes I don’t know who this person is- breathing inside of me and telling me that everything will work out in the end....

Absent Self

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink April 22, 2020 2 Comments

Absent Self Thoughts racing out of control You want to know the problem I don’t want to hurt you I don’t want to cry I don’t want you to cry Sometimes I want to leave Run away from here But what if it is a mistake for me And what if it is too late for me And what if it is you That I really need What if I lose you forever How would I feel Do I really...