Tag: self

Floating Through Seas of Sadness- My Mental Health Journey

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink October 14, 2024 0 Comments
Photo by Michael Shannon on Unsplash Feeling helpless for change with the amount of time I am up against. They say that all we truly have is today- right now. Right now, I am sad. Right now, I wish I could go back in time and fix what I did during psychosis. Not possible. Photo by Hermes Rivera on Unsplash . During my bipolar mania, it was as if someone was walking and living inside my body. A...

Puzzles in the Night…

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink October 10, 2024 0 Comments
Photo by Ryoji Iwata on Unsplash . In the nighttime hours things divide into smaller pieces that seem to make sense.Then the dreams come, and people have hidden knowledge released beyond the veil..Only to wake up to more confusion. A mind divided by nightmares cannot stand for very long..When dawn arrives, the light flickers in between crippling muscle spasms, as you cry out for even the...

Still Here, After the Pain~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink March 18, 2024 0 Comments
Photo by Mario Dobelmann on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT DEAD!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Zac Durant on Unsplash-poetry Freedom of Knowing I learned to cry aloneI learned to dream aloneI learned to fleeInside myselfThen God reached outHis gentle handHe told me not to fearHe reminded methat through those nightsHe was always nearI did not cry aloneI did not dream aloneI...

When Will I Learn Not to Care?~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink December 12, 2023 0 Comments
Photo by Saad Chaudhry on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Thomas Kirchberger on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!🖤 I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! Today's poem was written over a year ago. It's nice to know I am not as stuck as I felt when I wrote it. I continue...

It Won’t Happen Again~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink November 22, 2023 0 Comments
Photo by Mathew Schwartz on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Mathew Schwartz on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!🖤 I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! My life has changed so much in the last ten years. I walked away from my family (of origin), and almost all of my...

Cruel Reality~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink November 21, 2023 0 Comments
Photo by Nel Mel on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by M.T ElGassier on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!🖤 I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! If you have ever experienced depression, you know how hopeless it can feel. When I am depressed, I think I have finally...

Violation~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink November 17, 2023 0 Comments
Photo by Marianna Smiley on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!🖤 I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! I write to help me deal. I write to help me heal. I write because if I don't write, I have too much noise inside, and I already have enough! I write because I need it to stay sane. I write when I am insane. No matter what...

Tying, But Not Very Hard~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink November 9, 2023 0 Comments
~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Katie Moum on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!🖤 I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! This poem gave me a sense of dread when I read it again. I hate the feeling of all eyes being on me, even though there are almost no eyes to begin with. I can hide...

You Don’t Even Know~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink November 8, 2023 0 Comments
Photo by Julia Caesar on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Nick Nice on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!🖤 I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! I am so glad that I don't feel the way I felt whenever I wrote this poem. The pain is lessening. The bonds have burst, and I...

I Don’t Care~~Poetry~

Charlotte Kingsbury-Fink November 7, 2023 0 Comments
Photo by Ephraim Mayrena on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!🖤 I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! I wrote this poem when feeling the weight of my family's cruelty. A few of my family members love to see me suffer and would love even more to see me fail. I will win by learning to let them go, I have a heart that feels,...