Another Day, but Not Another Dollar

Photo by Ruth Gledhill on Unsplash It feels as though I am in a sort of time warp. There is only one direction to go, and one way to be, and I need to cling onto this. I need to trust in God, no matter what comes my way.  . I feel like I have lost everything and everyone. People think I am on meth when I meet them, but that is not the case. Have I really lost everything and everyone?...

My Bipolar Mind~~Poetry~

Image by 鹈鹂 夏 from Pixabay-poetry where do I go from here?when will I know the end of misery?the streets feel so emptyyet they’re so full of lifemy organs jab me as i think negativelymy finger trembles as I try, and voice my truthyou were there, in the nighttime hourslurking beyond a daydream that turned into nightthe veil was torn beyond my mindas I reached the afterthought of truthno...

My Living Nightmare

Photo by Transly Translation Agency on Unsplash I have been through a living nightmare, as of late. I just got out of the psych ward very recently. I can’t get into the whole thing at the moment, and it’s hard to swallow what really happened. I went from thinking I no longer had Bipolar 1, and just had Autism, ADHD, and complex PTSD, under a Drs care. An NP took me off of all my medications...

Depression

  Happy Friday!   Hello, hello, hello, and happy Friday! I hope you are well and are ready for a great weekend! More places are opening up so hopefully, you are able to go out and do something with the ones you love. :)   Today's Poem   Today's Poem is about depression. Depression is something I am all too familiar with. I guess you could call me an expert! I hate it that I...

When Hell Cried Out

    Happy Saturday!!!     Hello, hello, hello, and Happy Saturday! I usually don't post anything on Saturday's but thought, why not? When an inspiration arises, why not embrace it, right?   I hope you are well and are energized for this weekend!  Wherever you are, I hope you have what you need.  I have heard from several people, especially people in Africa that...

Psych Ward Socks Are All I See

Happy Friday!!! Hello, hello, hello, and happy Friday! Friday is finally here and soon the weekend will greet us with a smile! I hope that you are all doing well during this crazy day and age of lockdowns, masks, and mass- panic. It's unreal to think that before we know it we'll be headed into the summer season. Hopefully, things will calm down soon. I'm really excited to be able to get out in...

The Joy of Having to Take Our Meds

Happy Wednesday! Hello, hello, hello, and happy Wednesday! Once again, today is garbage day and I am using it not only as a day to get rid of all of our trash but also as a day of cleansing and renewal. Beginning the day with a purpose helps the rest of the day go well for me. I listen to prayers and meditations with Bible readings to help calm me and I really benefit from it. I find that when I...