He Will Deliver Me

Image by đź‘€ Mabel Amber, who will one day from Pixabay The rain fits the moodYet I cry out to Himin my distressFor He sees the state I'm inAnd He's greaterthan anything I'm facingI can raise up my handsAnd leave all of my stressFor our, Godcan deliver me still And He will He willYes, He will Image by Ruslan Henyk from Pixabay 2 Timothy 4:18 And the Lord shall deliver me from every evil work,...

Life is Always Strange, but God is Good Through it All- My Mental Health Journey

Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay Between the two dimensions, hovering over reality and dreamland. When dreams conflict with the daytime hours, and don't seem just like dreams anymore... Image by eommina from Pixabay I try to find my grounding point. I pray desperate prayers to my Abba, Father, In Jesus' name, by the power of the Holy Spirit. . Even here, He will not leave His child. God does...

Floating Through Seas of Sadness- My Mental Health Journey

Photo by Michael Shannon on Unsplash Feeling helpless for change with the amount of time I am up against. They say that all we truly have is today- right now. Right now, I am sad. Right now, I wish I could go back in time and fix what I did during psychosis. Not possible. Photo by Hermes Rivera on Unsplash . During my bipolar mania, it was as if someone was walking and living inside my body. A...

Puzzles in the Night…

Photo by Ryoji Iwata on Unsplash . In the nighttime hours things divide into smaller pieces that seem to make sense.Then the dreams come, and people have hidden knowledge released beyond the veil..Only to wake up to more confusion. A mind divided by nightmares cannot stand for very long..When dawn arrives, the light flickers in between crippling muscle spasms, as you cry out for even the...

There’s Always, Maybe!!! My Mental Health Journey

Photo by Giulia Bertelli on Unsplash Trying to transition from psych ward life back into a displaced situation that feels like chaos in my mind. Don't worry, just eat another protein bar... I am very grateful to have a family that will take me in and shuffle me around. I always wondered if this day would come. Now that it’s here, I feel like a chicken with its head cut off, but anticipating a...

Embracing the Journey

Annie and Umi I can't believe it's been a whole year without my Anni and Umi. In my mind,  I can still reach out and touch them both. Their loss sparked a domino effect of changes in my life. I cut ties with many people and started to focus on moving on from all the hurt. I've made a lot of progress!. Recently, I received my ADHD, combined type, and Autism diagnosis. I am getting weaned off...

You Met Me~Poetry

Photo by Jametlene Reskp on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Luca Bravo on Unsplash-poetry How many nights did I suffer?How many days did I cry?But now it is time to recoverJust like it's time to say goodbye Photo by Bobby Johnson on Unsplash-poetry You Met Me I cried out to youin the nighttime hoursmorning cameand I searched for you all the...

Still Here, After the Pain~~Poetry~

Photo by Mario Dobelmann on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT DEAD!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Zac Durant on Unsplash-poetry Freedom of Knowing I learned to cry aloneI learned to dream aloneI learned to fleeInside myselfThen God reached outHis gentle handHe told me not to fearHe reminded methat through those nightsHe was always nearI did not cry aloneI did not dream aloneI...

His Goodness~~Poetry~

Image by BE_CREATÄ°VE369 from Pixabay-poetry ~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Image by Island Born from Pixabay-poetry Hello, Poetry Friends!❤️ I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! . God is always good, no matter what is going on in our lives. He deserves all of the praise because...

Assurance of His Love~~Poetry~

Photo by Rod Long on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT DEAD!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Image by Shad0wfall from Pixabay-poetry Hello, Poetry Friends!❤️ I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! . When all is still and quiet, where do your thoughts wander off to? Where is God in all of the chaos and pain? He is near! The Lord is...