Life is Always Strange, but God is Good Through it All- My Mental Health Journey

Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay Between the two dimensions, hovering over reality and dreamland. When dreams conflict with the daytime hours, and don't seem just like dreams anymore... Image by eommina from Pixabay I try to find my grounding point. I pray desperate prayers to my Abba, Father, In Jesus' name, by the power of the Holy Spirit. . Even here, He will not leave His child. God does...

Floating Through Seas of Sadness- My Mental Health Journey

Photo by Michael Shannon on Unsplash Feeling helpless for change with the amount of time I am up against. They say that all we truly have is today- right now. Right now, I am sad. Right now, I wish I could go back in time and fix what I did during psychosis. Not possible. Photo by Hermes Rivera on Unsplash . During my bipolar mania, it was as if someone was walking and living inside my body. A...

There’s Always, Maybe!!! My Mental Health Journey

Photo by Giulia Bertelli on Unsplash Trying to transition from psych ward life back into a displaced situation that feels like chaos in my mind. Don't worry, just eat another protein bar... I am very grateful to have a family that will take me in and shuffle me around. I always wondered if this day would come. Now that it’s here, I feel like a chicken with its head cut off, but anticipating a...

Embracing the Journey

Annie and Umi I can't believe it's been a whole year without my Anni and Umi. In my mind,  I can still reach out and touch them both. Their loss sparked a domino effect of changes in my life. I cut ties with many people and started to focus on moving on from all the hurt. I've made a lot of progress!. Recently, I received my ADHD, combined type, and Autism diagnosis. I am getting weaned off...

Protecting My Sanity~~Poetry~

Image by Amy from Pixabay ~Poetry is NOT Dead!~~Poetry is for Everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends!đź–¤ I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here!. I have recently released myself from many people. It feels liberating yet scary at the same time. My heart tells me that being free from so much toxicity has to...

Breaking Down~~Poetry~

Photo by Brooke Cagle on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT dead!~ ~Poetry is for everyone!~ ~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Varun Gaba on Unsplash-poetry Breaking Down I reluctantly fell into your arms like a defeated childpowerless, depressed, and full of regrets .regrets are easier to managethan building self-worth. blaming me sets all of them freeand I am left feeling alone and unloved .drowned out by...

Processing Emotions~~Poetry~

Photo by Angel Luciano on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT dead!~~Poetry is for everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by British Library on Unsplash-poetry Processing Emotions it’s irritatingcomplicateddisappointingunderstated.sick of waitingfeeling weightedtears are runningso degraded.heart is achingwords dictatedtime escapingdevastated . now creatingpeace relatedmind updatinglong...

My Last and Final Goodbye~~Poetry~

Photo by Sohil Laad on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT dead!~~Poetry is for everyone!~~Happy Poetry~ Photo by Fran on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends! :) I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! I found this old poem. It has to do with saying goodbye to my family. This has become a theme in my life. Walking away from toxic...

Maybe It’s Better This Way~~Poetry~

~Poetry is NOT dead!~~Poetry is for everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Priscilla Du Preez on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends! :) I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! ~I hope you enjoy today's poem~ Photo by Sven Brandsma on Unsplash-poetry Maybe It’s Better This Way they sayto hug yourloved ones.and let themknow theyare...

Freedom Cries Out~~Poetry~

Photo by Toa Heftiba on Unsplash-poetry ~Poetry is NOT dead!~~Poetry is for everyone!~~Happy Poetry!~ Photo by Jack B on Unsplash-poetry Hello, My Poetry and Writing Friends! :) I hope you are well! Thank you for visiting my poetry blog. I appreciate you being here! ~I hope you enjoy today's poem~ Photo by Sincerely Media on Unsplash-poetry Freedom Cries Out ever since I was a little childI knew...